"I think it's important to remember to live in the moment and enjoy every day to the fullest. Don't sweat the small stuff and don't cry over spilled milk." -Zac Efron
I spent most of my time at work and just finish reading New Moon which is absolutely GREAT! Over the edge with extreme sweetness and passion for Bella and Edward's love for each other. I really LOVE it! But the thing is I am still hanging by the moment not able to read the next book which is Eclipse because they are out of stock! I was actually upset. My friend, Ann, was trying to cheer me up for a day and I appreciate it. I'm not over it but I would definitely buy the set! For once! Well, it's been soooo long that I have posted an entry here. I missed the page but I got lazy. Period. There's really nothing to write on or share. Lately, I've been so emotional, an emotional wreck. I'm not a cry baby but I did try to cry just to let everything out. Crying will make me feel a little bit better though but it's hard to force to do such thing if it won't go out. I'm not sure if I'm ok, I may look fine in the outside because I can actually put fake smile in my face and laugh on top of lungs with my friends. We can all do that. But I'm just paranoid right now. A lot of things are really stock in my head. I'm thinking of doing more things or achieve goals for myself and most especially for my little boy, my son. I'm not trying to be perfect parent but I know what I'm doing is not enough. I want to give him the best life he could ever have. I want to be with him because he needs a mother, a friend, a playmate and he needs me and that's the most important fact. That really matters to me. I want to improve, grow and mature in all aspects that I know. I want to able to dance again, sing and play my sport badminton. I really missed doing those stuffs. It's not that I'm regretting with my life happening this way or blaming that my son is here and think that his the reason for me not doing it. I know my responsibilities, whatever I do or say it will affect him. He is part of my life's system now and that will never change.
.... to be continued
So last day here at work. We don't have a supervisor for 2 days now. I mean, our immediate supervisor is on leave because his doing the most best thing in the world that he really love, Airsoft? LOL Yeah, he is so in love with it, by it and just everything about it. I am on break now and I'm wondering what other things or info I could possibly share. I can only remember of gossips and all. Hollywood is running in my blood. They really entertain and amaze me. I saw photos of LiLo yesterday, MAN, she haven't eaten a lot lately. I'm a bit worried. She's a nice girl, young and talented. She's not disgusting. I'm a fan. But it doesn't mean that I don't see her weaknesses. We are all fighting our own demons. It is confusing and hard to be sober if the environment is extremenly tempting. We may be surrounded with wrong people and get advises that would not work for us. Mistakes again are exclusively for humans. B is great. The tour is really amazing and fun! Its so nice to know that she's spending more time with her boys now. Bboys are recording now and Nickelodeon is doing crazy things in twitter. HA! AC will be performing in - - - Aaron Carter Official Myspace LUXY NightClub TONITE!!! CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU THERE!!!! 4/24/09! I wish I could be there but hey dream on! Crazy. New Moon fever is making fans nutttsss! They will wait in the cold-breezy freezing weather in Canada just to see or take picture of the casts and is not really about Rob but its always been Edward! Duh. The Ice fog is so thick and I don't think I could live there. I'm just confuse why are they filming in Canada when Forks is in Washington. Hmmm.. It seems like I didn't understand what I was reading. HAHA! And yeah, I saw the new casts, the Wear Wolves and they look the same! Taylor was not in the picture. Robert Pattinson Calls Kristen Romance Rumors "Ridiculous"! HA! No one is telling anything. Then just be it. So much more about Hollywood, flying back to my homeland! PPins! Nyahaha! They news are breaking my ears! I like to watch news because it really keeps you updated and aware of what's happening in the country. Nothing is really new in the news. Well, I have to eat my lunch. Bit hungry. I will be posting another entry when I get home...
CIAO!
Stay healthy!
xoxo