While I Only Think Of You On Two Occasions is playing, I want to tell you that I'm thinking about him every second of the day. And Not Going Nowhere is breaking my heart. It is a beautiful song! It's by Babyface by the way. I can relate 65% to the song just because I'm a single mom. lol! Seriously, the song is really beautiful! AGAIN, Not Going Nowhere by Babyface is a super hit for me!
Let me start sharing what happened last night. I was absent again last night simply because my son is sick. He was looking for his Mommy. So I went home & arrived late but its worth it. He is still right now. His cough is disturbing his sleep. He throw up today. He doesn't like his medicines. There's an interesting story behind me & my son. We sometimes gets sick at the same time or either of us gets sick first. We feel each others sickness. haha! SWEET! I need to bring him to the doctor tomorrow. We're hoping that he'd better. He loses a little weight. He don't like to eat much. I don't want to leave him. I am worried but I know he will be fine. His asleep now. *smile
My BFF Jen, or shall I say Labs. My friends & I call each other 'Labs'. FIVE beautiful girls! Jen is sad right now. She's been feeling the pain since she knew everything. It's about relationship. The most painful part is when her father hugged her & said I did not hurt you but other people is causing you lots of heartaches now. Heartbreaking & a sense of security at the same time. It is really hard to move forward if you don't know where to start. She told me that she prayed for six years for him & thought that his the one for her but what she got is heartbreak. I told her that no matter how many times we get our hearts broken, no matter how deadly the pain is & no matter how deep we fall, there is always someone, somebody that is meant for us. She has to keep her faith. I told her that she should not try to be strong because she is strong. Life is too short to waste. It will give us pain & happiness. Life will make us weak & strong. She wants to have closure. Of course everybody wants to have an honest closure. I want her to have a closure because she can't have that peace of mind & the pain will not alleviate. At least. But she needs to make sure it should be closure. You can forgive the person but I doubt you can forget what happened. It's already part of your memory. Your brain can't be formatted. I love my girlfriends. I want them to feel comfortable with there lives. I want them to be happy. I want to be strong for them.
Happiness should be for everyone. We can't run away from problems. Some may defeat temptations but I know most of us are too weak to face temptations. Life is made for experiences. Life is bittersweet! We have to appreciate lifes ups & downs. I think Music is playing a big role in life. Music inspires us in many ways. Talented people can write songs no matter what their mood is. Songs are about life, experiences, love, pain, happiness, victory, God, letting go & a lot more. Life & Music are alike. They are together. Here's a phrase: If today is a bad day, it will be better tomorrow & in it will be the best time of your life in the future! Don't dwell to much with what happened. It is ok to cry, to mourn & look back. But without learning, accepting, understanding & moving forward; you would stay with the same you. You would still be same loser & useless. Always remember that we, as individuals, we are made by God because we are intelligent, beautiful, talented & precious. Human beings are one of a kind. Jewels! Diamonds! We have to take of each other. Be good example. Be an extraordinary influence. Love is such an excellent expression, just like Jesus.
I think what I'm trying to share is just take time to think of what you really wanted for your life. Don't be such in a hurry but don't stay long in the past. Future is waiting for us. Keep on believing with your self. Whatever goodness & worthy you know that you have, stay there. Hang on...
: excuse me with my grammars & spellings *smile
xoxo
ANN
Let me start sharing what happened last night. I was absent again last night simply because my son is sick. He was looking for his Mommy. So I went home & arrived late but its worth it. He is still right now. His cough is disturbing his sleep. He throw up today. He doesn't like his medicines. There's an interesting story behind me & my son. We sometimes gets sick at the same time or either of us gets sick first. We feel each others sickness. haha! SWEET! I need to bring him to the doctor tomorrow. We're hoping that he'd better. He loses a little weight. He don't like to eat much. I don't want to leave him. I am worried but I know he will be fine. His asleep now. *smile
My BFF Jen, or shall I say Labs. My friends & I call each other 'Labs'. FIVE beautiful girls! Jen is sad right now. She's been feeling the pain since she knew everything. It's about relationship. The most painful part is when her father hugged her & said I did not hurt you but other people is causing you lots of heartaches now. Heartbreaking & a sense of security at the same time. It is really hard to move forward if you don't know where to start. She told me that she prayed for six years for him & thought that his the one for her but what she got is heartbreak. I told her that no matter how many times we get our hearts broken, no matter how deadly the pain is & no matter how deep we fall, there is always someone, somebody that is meant for us. She has to keep her faith. I told her that she should not try to be strong because she is strong. Life is too short to waste. It will give us pain & happiness. Life will make us weak & strong. She wants to have closure. Of course everybody wants to have an honest closure. I want her to have a closure because she can't have that peace of mind & the pain will not alleviate. At least. But she needs to make sure it should be closure. You can forgive the person but I doubt you can forget what happened. It's already part of your memory. Your brain can't be formatted. I love my girlfriends. I want them to feel comfortable with there lives. I want them to be happy. I want to be strong for them.
Happiness should be for everyone. We can't run away from problems. Some may defeat temptations but I know most of us are too weak to face temptations. Life is made for experiences. Life is bittersweet! We have to appreciate lifes ups & downs. I think Music is playing a big role in life. Music inspires us in many ways. Talented people can write songs no matter what their mood is. Songs are about life, experiences, love, pain, happiness, victory, God, letting go & a lot more. Life & Music are alike. They are together. Here's a phrase: If today is a bad day, it will be better tomorrow & in it will be the best time of your life in the future! Don't dwell to much with what happened. It is ok to cry, to mourn & look back. But without learning, accepting, understanding & moving forward; you would stay with the same you. You would still be same loser & useless. Always remember that we, as individuals, we are made by God because we are intelligent, beautiful, talented & precious. Human beings are one of a kind. Jewels! Diamonds! We have to take of each other. Be good example. Be an extraordinary influence. Love is such an excellent expression, just like Jesus.
I think what I'm trying to share is just take time to think of what you really wanted for your life. Don't be such in a hurry but don't stay long in the past. Future is waiting for us. Keep on believing with your self. Whatever goodness & worthy you know that you have, stay there. Hang on...
: excuse me with my grammars & spellings *smile
xoxo
ANN