Hey! It's been six months, eight days, twelve hours Since you went away! HAHA! Yeah, it’s a McKnight's 6,8,12. Soooo! I've been away for awhile and I'm sorry. HAHA! Who am I saying Sorry for?! FREAK. Anyway. I'm still on leave, until now. But I'll back to work by next month. And I'm thinking twice of not going back because I want a different work. Here I go again. I'm fine though. The stitches are healed, way healed and sometimes making me feel the itch! lol I've never gone out the house technically. No going to malls, eating in a restaurant or watching movies. I don't have the money and the time. For now. I'm not working for a whole month.
The year has been verrrry bittersweet and stressful for everyone. My mom is still struggling and always been pissed with her. With her behavior and the way she treats mom. Unbelievable! I can hate her but I can't say I can hate her forever. All she has to do is to admit that she's wrong, change, listen and forgive herself. It may be hard but she has to do it. I wish I could fix everything for her. She has to what she needs to do. She will soon start a new life. And I hope she will realize that everything here is changing. She has to change too. Be a better her. It just so happen that she's my sister. It is pretty intense now and the fight is so strong. I’m between not trap but it’s hard to talk when no one wants to listen. But lets give them break, a room to breath soon they will make up and hopefully they’ll go back to what they are suppose to be; a parent and a daughter.
For myself, my brain is doing a lot of process. My head is overloaded with almost everything that I could possibly think. I want to do a lot of things. I have 2 toddlers at home that I have to attend to. My son is one and his growing up so fast. I love him and no matter what he does to mommy, no matter how pissed off mommy gets, he’s still more than everything to me. Right now, I’m trying to brainstorm some compositions. I’m writing again! For several reasons, I am writing a few things. I get to lazy to even post an entry here. HEHEHE. But I’m moving forward. I want to do more things while I’m not at work. I’m not inspired. Because they say that you can only write or compose if you’re inspired. But I want to write, that’s it. Beat it! It’s starting NOW! Engine is pumping! HAHA! I’m a hopeful, a dreamer and nobody is stopping me now! I got someone on my mind who can (maybe) help to complete this thing. Pray pray pray!
So for the Entertainment world, just want to mention. Britney just finished shooting If U Seek Amy video, her 3rd single from her Circus Album. The tour will kick off in 2 weeks and counting… And her boys will be touring with her. Is K-Fed going too?! NOOO! Please. She’s doing fine and enjoying the rehearsals. Loooooveee Her! And yeah, the Rihanna and Chris Brown whirlwind is extremely the talk of the world now! EVERYBODY has a lot of questions! EVERYBODY wants to know WHY and What Happened! But if RhiRhi is healing and fine, then I think that all matters. Her heart that has been wounded and even if it leaves a scar because of what Chris did let it be. It HAPPENED. What is important is NOW. People that surround them can STILL do something with the whole situation. It is still there problem; we can let them fix it. I love them. Just let it go…
WOAAA! I’m think I’m done here. It’s getting late and the Jonas Brothers is making a lot of noise in my ears now. HAHA! I thought I won’t like them but there cool. AWKWARD Nick!
Have a lovely evening everyone!
xoxo,
ANN
The year has been verrrry bittersweet and stressful for everyone. My mom is still struggling and always been pissed with her. With her behavior and the way she treats mom. Unbelievable! I can hate her but I can't say I can hate her forever. All she has to do is to admit that she's wrong, change, listen and forgive herself. It may be hard but she has to do it. I wish I could fix everything for her. She has to what she needs to do. She will soon start a new life. And I hope she will realize that everything here is changing. She has to change too. Be a better her. It just so happen that she's my sister. It is pretty intense now and the fight is so strong. I’m between not trap but it’s hard to talk when no one wants to listen. But lets give them break, a room to breath soon they will make up and hopefully they’ll go back to what they are suppose to be; a parent and a daughter.
For myself, my brain is doing a lot of process. My head is overloaded with almost everything that I could possibly think. I want to do a lot of things. I have 2 toddlers at home that I have to attend to. My son is one and his growing up so fast. I love him and no matter what he does to mommy, no matter how pissed off mommy gets, he’s still more than everything to me. Right now, I’m trying to brainstorm some compositions. I’m writing again! For several reasons, I am writing a few things. I get to lazy to even post an entry here. HEHEHE. But I’m moving forward. I want to do more things while I’m not at work. I’m not inspired. Because they say that you can only write or compose if you’re inspired. But I want to write, that’s it. Beat it! It’s starting NOW! Engine is pumping! HAHA! I’m a hopeful, a dreamer and nobody is stopping me now! I got someone on my mind who can (maybe) help to complete this thing. Pray pray pray!
So for the Entertainment world, just want to mention. Britney just finished shooting If U Seek Amy video, her 3rd single from her Circus Album. The tour will kick off in 2 weeks and counting… And her boys will be touring with her. Is K-Fed going too?! NOOO! Please. She’s doing fine and enjoying the rehearsals. Loooooveee Her! And yeah, the Rihanna and Chris Brown whirlwind is extremely the talk of the world now! EVERYBODY has a lot of questions! EVERYBODY wants to know WHY and What Happened! But if RhiRhi is healing and fine, then I think that all matters. Her heart that has been wounded and even if it leaves a scar because of what Chris did let it be. It HAPPENED. What is important is NOW. People that surround them can STILL do something with the whole situation. It is still there problem; we can let them fix it. I love them. Just let it go…
WOAAA! I’m think I’m done here. It’s getting late and the Jonas Brothers is making a lot of noise in my ears now. HAHA! I thought I won’t like them but there cool. AWKWARD Nick!
Have a lovely evening everyone!
xoxo,
ANN